overused social network today , too many posts ,to many messages sent to people who don't want to hear from me :(
I realised yesterday evening that i enjoy trying to help people with their problems as it stops me thinking about my own , and the reason i like to go out so much is because i don t like to be left at home with my own thoughts.
I wonder if that is why some people become Counsellors ? do they do it because they don't like to focus on their own problems is that classed as escapism ? slightly worrying then if this is true,all these depressed people placing their trust in someone who could have equal or more problems then themselves ?
just a thought I'm probably completely wrong . .......................
Is it wrong to miss a friend that don't want to be your friend ?...... I'm guessing its not wrong but stupid on my part I feel like i have lost the one person i could talk to about anything at all which is silly really because i have only known them a few months .
well I'm gonna stop dwelling their really is no point its not like their my ex boyfriend or anything just a mate that's all and that's all in my eyes they ever will be, my eyes were closed before my mind was lost somewhere else and now i have woken up its too late the damage is done and they hate me their sivel in public because we have a few mutral friends but they hate me and its all my fault and theirs no second chances .
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